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ok - i have not blogged in a little while. it has been a crazy week. the biggest part of the crazy week is the fact i am about to blow up my car. it broke down yet again and is at the gas station. i don't know what to do. i think i need to go ahead and get rid of it and get something else but not sure if i can do that. Since i was without full time employment for five years, i am still trying to get my credit back on track and credible for people. i can't imagine a car company not allowing me to have a car for that reason.

also, i am working on my taxes now. there is one bad thing about being an ordained minister. unfortunately it is a BIG BAD thing. When you are ordained, the state and fed governments consider you self-employed. this little piece keeps many deserving people from being ordained because they don't want to deal with the "stuff".

i am a bit frustrated and trying to remember there are more important issues to deal with than a car breaking down or taxes i can't seem to get right. hey, maybe i will get arrested for getting my taxes wrong and i won't need a car. how great would that be?????

i know there are more important things to deal with and people out there, including those i love very much, are dealing with true issues/concerns that are much more important than my little stuff. Sorry to my aunt and uncle for crying about my stupid issues. i hope you enjoyed your week last week and behaved with your visitor!!