Hey Everyone

Yes, it is Linda. I have no real good excuse for not posting lately, just know that I am still alive. I thought the insanity from my last posting would calm down, but no it hasn't. I should have remembered this from my previous church, but for whatever reason, I forgot. Maybe I blocked it out. When a church is in transition, unknown about the leadership in the future, and having to face some self-reflection...it causes anxiety. In this case, a lot of anxiety and being the one that has been here the longest and in front of the parishioners, well...makes it a bit more challenging.
I do know there are challenges in leading a church and a church in New England for that matter. My skin is thicker then ever, but there are still a few cracks in it. I have been busier than ever and trying to hold my own. I am definitely learning a lot about myself in the process. I am hanging in there.

With that in mind, the little time that I've had off - i treasured greatly and was intentional about what I did. If I didn't spend the day sleeping, I went out. I went apple picking and walked around Harvard Square (where the poo book comes from). I went to see the ever wonderful Jim Brickman and watched a Duke and Boston College soccer game. Then on many days - I just enjoyed the stillness and quiet of being home with Jelly Bean. I really enjoy the quiet reflection now.

A couple of day trips included a day trip to Cape Cod, Massachusetts and a day on Block Island, Rhode Island. I rented a moped scooter for that one. Oddly enough I found lighthouses to take photos of. Can you imagine ME finding some lighthouses? Both days were extremely windy, cold, and cloudy but nonetheless, the beauty of the lighthouses out shined them all.

I think what meant the most to me though happened on October 15th. I officiated my first marriage ceremony. One of my former youth from Virginia asked if I would marry her and her partner. I was honored and humbled that they asked and happy to do so. It was a wonderful wonderful experience for me to take part in. I witnessed a love and compassion between two people and I was so proud of Jennifer for growing as much as she has. I have known her since she was 8. They have been chastised by so many others, including by people who I used to look up to, yet they still keep true to who they are. In fact, their gift to me was a necklace that says, "Be true to yourself" and God bless them, they have been.

So that is what's been going on. I can't get into too much of the church "stuff" for confidential reasons, but I ask that you continue to pray for me as many questions are being asked (some by me) and wondering how God is going to take care of everything that is going on; what the next steps are; and how we will get there. I have no doubt God will help us through it all, but I just wish it were a little easier. But in the midst, I get to remember the Beacons of Light and the love of those who stand up against all odds and remain true to who God has made them to be.
Take care, Linda